I want to throw up. I can’t believe this is happening. I’m so upset that I let myself open up and be all vulnerable and tell secrets and actually ALLOW MYSELF TO FEEL REAL THINGS LIKE ADORATION AND HAPPINESS without thinking about my happy bubble being ruined
When my guard goes down, bad shit goes down. It’s that simple. No more exceptions. It’s obvious that I’m wasting my time over and over and for once I need to listen to the voice in the back of my head and just shut it down.
Maynard and melatonin, take me away please.